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Basic Info Well if you haven't figured out yet im Jasmine im a 18 year old T* Girl still living at home and still in highschool senior year. I plan on becoming a computer programmer or a comercial pilot there good money in both feilds. My Story Ive discovered at the age of 8 that i was a little different from orther boys since I was forced into figure skating for a year. My sister was figure skating as well and my parents thought it would be a good ideal for my to try something different so I started figure stating. As the skating season progressed it was the day for dress rehersal. The girls wore black tights as part of the costume. Me being the only guy in the precision line skating team no one figured out what I was going to wear so I was forced to wear black tights just like the other girls. So I put them on being very objective about it just before heading out the door to rehersal my mom said;
(go and put on a pair of black pant on over the tights if you dont want anyone to see you like that. Hurry up just put your pants because will be late for rehersal)
Once at rehersal I notice that I liked the feeling of having tights on underneath my pants it kept me warm on the ice I really liked having them on.
From that day on I never tolled anyone that I liked waering tights until that in tell you all my story on the web.
From that point on ive been crossdressing with my sisters clothes very discretely and experimenting with make up and bieng jelious of girls in there dresses and wanting to look and be like them. My Life As Jasmine Though my first expirience wearing tights led me to my discovery of who I am and started my journey. There where some deeply rooted thoghts about my sexuality. At that time I wondered what if a guy could becaume a girl.
Now in my late teens I fully accept who I am. As every day passes by the feminin feelings becomes stronger and stronger to the point where I wonder what it would be like to have female genitals and a female figure. Its gone to the point where I dislike having all the male parts I think if I din't have male genitalia and have a female body I wold be liberated.
Sometimes I get a surge of testosterone wich make my think and wonder do I really want to be a girl, mentally for most part I am a girl. Its like a rollercoaster at times I feel really masculin and other times I feel really feminin but mentally im a female.
Hopefully one day ill be able to fully express myself and my feelings by becoming a woman with sex reasignment sergery and becoming the womean I dreamed of becoming.
Well I know its a slow process wich im going to take one step at a time and where ever life brings me it won't bring me down because I have the abillity to look over ignorence and the close minded, the abillity to look forward on life.
I still haven't gone to the next step by coming out to friends and familly no one close to me knows about my life as Jasmine but this website is a good place to start. Thank you for reading my story and bit about me lifeit really means alot to me to have your support so now you bit better and now what im all about and perhaps ill have the opeertunity to meet some of you.
So I hope have nice visit on the site.
Love you all Jasmine |
